There's Malay's proverb says "Jika kita ingin melihat orang yang kita cintai bahagia, maka pengorbanan adalah perlu walaupun kita terpaksa melepaskannya". That's about a person. What about a dream?? Sounds a bit cliche but it still have connection with our life. After thinking again and again for hundred times. After what I've been through. Finally I have decided to let go one of my biggest dream in my life. Its really hard but it feels like releasing a burden at the same time.
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Its funny just because of a little misunderstanding(a pendrive issue) and I straightly confirmed about my final decision. The things had been settled but I can feel the sign that guides me whats the best. Suppose I should say thanks to my friend (I did..but I didn't mention him that I changed my mind about my dream because of his pendrive..xD) I've been thinking about it for a long time. Wish I can list down the pros & cons of my decision. Most of the reasons was about people around me and less about the possibilities of my dream.
One of my friend says "just because of that matter you changed your mind? What will you do if you in my position?" since his problem quite bigger than mine. But its fine if he can handle it. The situation is different with too much dilemma, considerations and compromise. My decision might changed anything either good or bad. It just one dream but it gives a lot of impacts in my life an perhaps others.
Letting my dream go does not mean of giving up or run away from something. Well..just a little bit. InsyaAllah..someday if I have a chance to reach out my dream, I will straightly go for it. For now, I need to built a strong and huge 'ship' first before sailing for a long journey with unknown obstacles and new things during the time until I reached the target destination. The most important, as long as the spirits remains in my heart..I won't give up..Because "kekuatan sebenar kita terletak pada hati" ;)
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p/s: This is just my decision/opinion..suppose not to be used as a guidance for those seeking for answers in their life...xD
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